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Speaking In Ciphers [Vocal Edition]

by Moretotheshell

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If you listened to me you would hear me talking I don't belong to you while you are mine why can't you understand that this is not the cake you've baked look on the world full of fakes and I am a part we are masters and slaves of our believes pathetic hope to achieve if we only knew that there’s no system that can be healed no there’s no anti-aging where there’s time you know what? yes I am asking you to leave your current perception completely you know what? yes I am asking you to leave your current perception completely behind take it back take it back you know? the sentence that you just hurt me with take it back take it back oh gosh turn away I can't stand your fake teeth this can’t be you?! this can’t be actually believed where are we? puppetry? take it back take it back how can you present yourself to me with your suntanned skin? take it back take it back keep the show to yourself unless it’s an ingredient to my enlightenment play your cards right you will be made up be aware to keep the smile engraved that can't be removed by washing your true colours are not of note the facade is just for show is the facade really just for show this can’t be you?! this can’t be actually believed where are we? puppetry? and that is where I made a terrible mistake yes you enlightened me so let me thank you for your help let me take you by the hand and provide for you the same you need professional help but you don’t know it and that's the story of how you fit in the system subtract thoughts from this case lost aspiration on purpose because I knew I’d drown because I knew I’d drown because I knew I’d drown but I wanted more so much about the story of how I wanted to help empathy led to endless melancholy trial - failure, try again the constant walk forward, the descent trial - failure, try again the constant walk forward, our descent time is rare and we waste it with bullshit no lending no ear cause’, who got the time to truly share what moves one? do we get carried away at all? you used to say this to me but how should I react? when nothing is alright and will never be you used to say this to me but how should I react? when nothing is alright and you will never see if you had listened to me you would have heard me talking now I am lost without you please stay aside If you had listened to me you would have heard me talking I know your time is precious what did I expect...
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Prevent the clock from ticking find what was sought to seek again prevent the night from falling I need some time to think out loud who am I, who are you? I don’t have a fucking clue what’s it all about, this show how do I behave? what is actually going on? and where do I have to go? the so called understanding for what is real will always be beyond my spatial sense the so called comprehension for what they think will always be beyond my imagination everything is still quite the same and progress is stagnating yet time is racing, passing by and everything has deeply changed can you retain the lost feeling? our constants are varying our constants constantly varying bye bye to feeling awkward ill just stay my freaking self cause that is who I seem to be are you the one to come with me? I am looking for the hand to take don't look back, don't look back, don't look back you learned from your past, so why would you turn anyway? let loose move forward just like every being from here until eternity let’s take this walk together be the ones who last forever let’s take this walk together I will take care forever let loose move forward enjoy the here and now with me hide your scars and learn, do not regret because that is what it is we are limited cannot look aside the lense but are we humans or are we machines? we are limited for a reason let us take the chance let’s use limitation as our gift bye bye to being static and embrace the atmospheric life bye bye to being formal I’ll embrace the atmospheric life out there in the world is the value that I crave if you decide to stay there, where you are keep your suits and ties and step aside! out there in the world is the value that I crave I will simply keep on smiling if you decide to lock your gates continue to go on
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Es el partido grande la vida es el manicomio grande Es el partido grande la vida en toda situación It is rising It is rising thanks to you my tolerate-the-bullshit-limit is now rising what? Sure, I can fucking follow your speech and I love to daily drown in utter idiocy oh. my. god. yes. tell. me. more. your awesome secret knowledge is what I adore oh. my. god. yes. tell. me. more. you are not worth any endeavors my forensic view showed me the truth that your friendly grin and shining crossed eyes tried to hide you save your money for belongings you do not need the only thing worth to save here is your greed mankind gave you everything your number is now up to give back move in your marked ways and I know how to get passed you yes my dear I can see your key yes my dear I can see your fine key yes my dear I can see your key yes my dear as you say custom made very great bullshit-castle-entrance-door don't get me wrong don’t take it the wrong way don't want to tread on someone’s foot here but hey, who cares for opinions, right? I hope I am not judging a book by its cover but this is gonna be a cloak-and-dagger operation you should really lower your expectations! otherwise your notion could become conceit live and let live calm down, breathe out these peculiar creatures seem to be humans, too wait for them taking an unwary step and then pull the stairs away no more chit chat no more facile trash I will not give up on humanity I will not give in because even when I lose I win but take care, but take care they will try to turn the tables on you well then go ahead my friend speak before you think illuminate me, illuminate me just stay the way you are illuminate me lead me to my summary I feel good I feel very fine everything's great don't ask me when I am obviously alright right?!
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If all lies idle don't give up and plant a thought to grow with one drop the wind will carry your thoughts and they will reach you again in the moment you need them you have heard them before the wind carries the words that I am too stubborn to listen to ‘It felt like another life’ that is what I will say to you ‘one day I will look back to those thankful times where days where hard and nights too short’ but not tonight tonight I am still wandering all thoughts are broken? I don't give up I plant a new one and raise it up when the walking sticks are breaking and when the earth is shaking and when the wind is lashing and when all seems too late, then that is when the clouds are breaking don't dream your life but take all your strength don't dream your life when all will change don't dream the dream but live the life why is it such a long way to insight? with the little coins I gathered before I will travel to the hoard, that is the goal I finally arrive at the origin where strangers welcome me back I am home I bore the challenge - passed it I am back home - finally I am home cleaving my way through the crowd each step appears to be enlightened drifting attracted by the shine that is calling me if all lies idle if all lies idle if all lies idle don't give up (I can see a way beyond I can see the way beyond) I know there'll always be downs and ups but why is 'now' so hard to pass? now is my turn to leave my older self and past behind I won't lose myself in the gap It starts with how I decide to perceive I'll climb that mountain I'll climb that mountain like a tree open your closed mind and see the infinite room of possibilities open your closed mind and gain a new perspective on the days and you won't miss them no, you won't miss them and I know the next day will not be the way they keep telling me but now is my chance to leave my older self and past behind
5.
say hi to your story - welcome your past cause it is the part of you you will remember at last just let these suckers break in let the fakers interrupt they will never know the uncharted let them laugh no matter what you are up to or which step you take do whatever you want but be aware you cannot evade me in consideration of the fact that you're a hollow shell under a spell I follow your narcissistic fairy-tale presenting the great things you did for me please my god enlighten me but when darkness falls we all are equal - cause when darkness falls we all are doomed / saved and until then it matters how you arrange the furniture in your mental room can you feel the power? can you feel the strength? I have not lost my hope for me and I have not lost my hope for you you are someone very special not on earth but maybe in a different dimension one could find the good sides in a parasite come into my fortress just to prove my disappointment right your false posture tells me more - you cannot deny maybe I was wrong we all are wrong how can we request to deal with us when we cannot deal with us the whole world as we thought we know it had fallen into chaos revealment or salvation? eternal spiral recurring serious weaknesses naive believe in therapy give now up and in to insanity eternal spiral portrait of your unconciousness mindplay with your fucking stupidity eternal spiral nothing is okay and nothing will ever be eternal spiral
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Filled with so much hatred insight locked quite some gates never gave no renegade no chance I thought that I was sure unacquainted, but time does not care the relentless clockwork is running continuously unpaved roads took parts of me to places untraveled before but my shaded gaze wasn't able to see the road I took to wastelands far away from me received what I earned - decay and I am the one to blame and as my heart stopped beating I wished that I have tried harder and then the will awakened deal with it, change life at its core lonely approach Ill light the fire and the path I am seeking will appear right before me lonely approach Ill light the fire, wait and hope that the wind will take over the days of wait and hope are past new aims, new roads have reached me to create something that is worth to last longer than me, a legacy and as my heart stopped beating I wished that I have tried harder since I know the character traits of me alter process to gain more and when my heart stops beating I don’t want to wish I should’ve tried harder I’ll learn from the mistakes made and join our mutual way to growth lonely approach Ill light the fire and the path I am seeking will appear right before me when I am ready lonely approach Ill light the fire, wait and hope that the wind will take over and lead me to my resting home unaware, the child easy to amaze clumsy steps on stony paths the road to shape, we share
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Trapped in the claws of desperation trying to find a way out figure out who I am bound by the force of integration we are not the way we are trapped in the claws of desperation trying to find a way out figure out who I am bound by the force of integration as if I've ever wished to wish to be like them yet there is so much more to see so many treasures beyond belief that are waiting for receipt on this linear path I am counting endless roads days stretch yet pass by memories vanishing in the course of life young and already facing the end still young but already facing the end on this linear path I am counting endless roads the theory of goals in my head so close on this linear path I am counting endless roads the theory of goals in my head so close falling down the upper road moving in the past dreaming from the future faking presence about to crash into myself getting the life that I chased all this time now I am alone and things still feel not right facing desires with absence facing progress with emotional idle stand mental status insecure bodily functions near total failure everything’s too much yet it is everything that I crave I want to show my gratitude to all who shared with me now I want to share and I hope you’re believing me when I say that I want the best for you on this world! and then there's the catalyst terror about to alter world order how can I ever feel safe when we destroy ourselves? ---

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Production: 2014 - 2017
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Bonus items for supporters:
+ all tracks in their "Day One Edition" status
+ Cover song from the game Prince Of Persia The Warrior Within

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released July 22, 2017

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Moretotheshell Germany

Moretotheshell's music is thought-provoking and focuses on atmosphere, story-telling and changing perspectives - motivated by own ambitions and doing it for the love of music

STYLES - melodic metalcore / progressive metal / deathcore / dreamy-acoustic

releases are separated in vocal and instrumental editions

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